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Vi har s\u00e4llan fler \u00e4n 3 lektionsdagar i veckan, och dessa 3 ligger \u00e4nnu mer s\u00e4llan p\u00e5 rad. Det finns s\u00e5klart undantag och 2 veckor i rad nu har jag varit p\u00e5 skolan 4 hela dagar i str\u00e4ck.<\/p>\n

Att vara borta hemifr\u00e5n 8:30-17:20 fyra dagar i rad k\u00e4nns, och jag m\u00e4rker att det inte bara \u00e4r jag som k\u00e4nner av det. Jag har snuddat vid detta f\u00f6rut, men d\u00e5 var det f\u00e4rskt och fr\u00e4mmande. Nu \u00e4r det l\u00e4ttare att se effekterna.<\/p>\n

Som att ses efter flera veckors fr\u00e5nvaro<\/h2>\n

N\u00e4r jag kommer hem efter en heldag s\u00e5 tjuter Adrian av lycka. Han vobblar mot mig med armarna i v\u00e4dret, vajande som ett sj\u00f6gr\u00e4s s\u00e5 fort han f\u00f6rm\u00e5r och tjuter p\u00e5 all utandning. Han drar i mig, jag s\u00e4tter mig p\u00e5 kn\u00e4, han kl\u00e4nger och kl\u00e4ttrar upp p\u00e5 mig lika obevekligt som en f\u00e4sting och kramar mig s\u00e5 h\u00e5rt han kan. Sen vrider han sig loss, g\u00e5r ett par steg mot sin far, v\u00e4nder sig om och f\u00e5r syn p\u00e5 mig igen och s\u00e5 g\u00f6r han om samma sak igen. S\u00e5 kan han h\u00e5lla p\u00e5 i en kvart.<\/p>\n

Simon springer f\u00f6rst \u00e5t andra h\u00e5llet och g\u00f6mmer sig. Sen kommer han och ska ber\u00e4tta massa saker och visa sina leksaker, han ska kramas och s\u00e5 ska han ta med sig mig n\u00e5nstans dit bara vi tv\u00e5 ska g\u00e5.<\/p>\n

Allt detta innan jag hunnit ta av mig m\u00f6ssan ens och det \u00e4r underbart, jag kan leva l\u00e4nge p\u00e5 en s\u00e5n stund. Men. Koncentrationen p\u00e5 mig forts\u00e4tter hela kv\u00e4llen, och hur mycket jag \u00e4n \u00e4lskar det s\u00e5 s\u00e4ger det mig att de har saknat<\/em> mig. Jag brukar l\u00e4gga mig p\u00e5 golvet och de kl\u00e4nger, kl\u00e4ttrar och \u00e5lar p\u00e5 och runt mig oavbrutet. Bj\u00f6rn kallar fenomenet f\u00f6r ormgrop.<\/p>\n

\"ormgrop<\/p>\n

Och jag har ju saknat dem ocks\u00e5. Fr\u00e5gan \u00e4r vem som saknar mest, och jag kan inte l\u00e5ta bli att k\u00e4nna det som att de inte hinner se mig s\u00e5 mycket som de beh\u00f6ver de d\u00e4r dagarna.<\/p>\n

Otillr\u00e4cklighet och oro<\/h2>\n

Genast kommer skuldk\u00e4nslor \u00f6ver otillr\u00e4cklighet och egoism farande. Jag vet att det blir b\u00e4ttre ju \u00e4ldre de blir, men nu \u00e4r de s\u00e5 sm\u00e5 och det knakar anstr\u00e4ngt i mitt mammahj\u00e4rta.<\/p>\n

Jag f\u00f6rstod att det skulle bli sv\u00e5rast i b\u00f6rjan. Jag visste det, och tvekade p\u00e5 grund av det. Var det f\u00f6r tidigt f\u00f6r Adrian \u2013 och var det f\u00f6r tidigt f\u00f6r mig<\/em>? Han var bara 10 m\u00e5nader n\u00e4r jag b\u00f6rjade.<\/p>\n

Kanske \u00e4r otillr\u00e4ckligheten en k\u00e4nsla man m\u00e5ste l\u00e4ra sig hantera bara? Jag vet inte. ”Otillr\u00e4cklighet, oro”, \u00e4r det vad moderskapet handlar om n\u00e4r man kokar ner det? \u2013 Det, och k\u00e4rlek bortom rim och reson f\u00f6rst\u00e5s.<\/p>\n

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