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Aprop\u00e5 n\u00e5gonting som jag inte kommer ih\u00e5g, och som inte heller \u00e4r relevant, ber\u00e4ttade min mamma h\u00e4rom dan om hur det var n\u00e4r min lillebror f\u00f6ddes.<\/p>\n
Hon ber\u00e4ttade att hans f\u00f6rlossning var mycket sv\u00e5rare \u00e4n min; han var ett helt kilo tyngre och hon var efter 9 m\u00e5naders oavbrutet illam\u00e5ende i l\u00e5ngt mycket s\u00e4mre skick. Precis som jag hade tankarna p\u00e5 Simon n\u00e4r jag var nyf\u00f6rl\u00f6st med Adrian, s\u00e5 t\u00e4nkte hon mycket p\u00e5 mig.<\/p>\n
Min bror hade ”omogna lungor”, vad det nu inneb\u00e4r, n\u00e4r han f\u00f6ddes, och d\u00e4rf\u00f6r fick han stanna n\u00e5gra dagar p\u00e5 neonatal. Han var dubbelt s\u00e5 stor som de flesta bebisar p\u00e5 neo, och mamma ber\u00e4ttade om hur hon inte hade n\u00e5gra problem att f\u00e5 syn p\u00e5 honom just d\u00e4rf\u00f6r. Dessutom var han den enda ungen som personalen p\u00e5 neo kunde plocka upp och gosa med, s\u00e5 varje g\u00e5ng hon kom till avdelningen brukade hon hitta honom i famnen p\u00e5 n\u00e5n lycklig syrra.<\/p>\n
Allt det d\u00e4r har jag h\u00f6rt ber\u00e4ttas m\u00e5nga g\u00e5nger f\u00f6rut, och min bror skojar ibland sj\u00e4lv om hur det kanske var tur att han l\u00e5g i kuv\u00f6s s\u00e5 att han inte n\u00e5dde de andra bebisarna; han kanske hade \u00e4tit upp dem som den j\u00e4ttebebis han var i sammanhanget. T\u00e4nk dig bebisen p\u00e5 n\u00e4stan 5 kilo i kuv\u00f6sen intill bebisen p\u00e5 700 gram.<\/p>\n
Men s\u00e5 h\u00e4rom dan s\u00e5 d\u00f6k det upp en ny detalj i ber\u00e4ttelsen. Mamma sa att hon hade tankarna s\u00e5 mycket p\u00e5 mig, och att hon av den anledningen inte\u00a0upplevde\u00a0samma n\u00e4ra kontakt direkt med min bror som hon gjort med mig, sitt f\u00f6rsta barn. Men s\u00e5 vid ett tillf\u00e4lle, n\u00e4r hon kom till neoavdelningen och min bror l\u00e5g i famnen p\u00e5 \u00e4nnu en charmad syrra, s\u00e5 v\u00e4nde han sig \u00e5t mammas\u00a0h\u00e5ll n\u00e4r han h\u00f6rde hennes r\u00f6st i rummet.<\/p>\n
Mamma sa att det var d\u00e5 som bandet kn\u00f6ts \u00e5t\u00a0ordentligt, det var d\u00e5 hon k\u00e4nde att han visste vem hon var.<\/p>\n
Jag hade ocks\u00e5 ett s\u00e5dant \u00f6gonblick med Adrian. Det var p\u00e5 \u00e5terbes\u00f6ket hos barnl\u00e4karen n\u00e4r Adrian var 2 dagar gammal. De skulle ta blodprov, det d\u00e4r man droppar p\u00e5 ett papper och skickar p\u00e5 analys du vet, men Adrian var sp\u00e4nd och d\u00e5 kom det inget blod.<\/p>\n
Sk\u00f6terskan f\u00f6rs\u00f6kte massera den stenh\u00e5rt knutna handen, och det kom lite grann men inte tillr\u00e4ckligt. Jag l\u00e4t honom amma i famnen f\u00f6r att se om det skulle hj\u00e4lpa, men icke. Efter ett tag t\u00e4nkte jag att ja, det h\u00e4r tar v\u00e4l en stund till, s\u00e5 jag b\u00f6rjade nynna.<\/p>\n
Byssan lull<\/em> har jag sjungit otaliga g\u00e5nger f\u00f6r Simon n\u00e4r jag nattat honom, jag gillar verkligen melodin. Jag \u00e4r ingen s\u00e5ngerska, men lyckas tr\u00e4ffa n\u00e5gorlunda\u00a0r\u00e4tt\u00a0i den visan \u00e4nd\u00e5.<\/p>\n Efter de f\u00f6rsta tonerna k\u00e4nde jag hur hela ungen slappnade av i famnen och blodet rann som det skulle.<\/p>\n ”\u00c5\u00e5\u00e5, jamen visst, mammas s\u00e5ng hj\u00e4lpte,” sa sk\u00f6terskan r\u00f6rt och min blick suddades av t\u00e5rar. D\u00e5 f\u00f6rst k\u00e4nde jag hur det f\u00f6ll p\u00e5 plats. Adrian visste vem jag var; hans trygghet, precis som jag alltid varit.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n
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