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Bj\u00f6rn hade ett jobb som tog honom till utlandet i 3 veckor. N\u00e4r han hade varit d\u00e4r i en vecka kom jag, mamma och Simon dit f\u00f6r att bo med honom tills jobbet var klart. F\u00f6rsta kv\u00e4llen, allts\u00e5 samma dag som vi kommit fram, s\u00e5 satte han sig ner med mig och f\u00f6rklarade att han hade tr\u00e4ffat en ung polska som hade det sv\u00e5rt, och som han hade hj\u00e4lpt. De hade tr\u00e4ffats intensivt under veckan som g\u00e5tt. Han satt fram\u00e5tlutad med armb\u00e5garna p\u00e5 kn\u00e4na och h\u00e4nderna h\u00e4ngande framf\u00f6r sig:<\/p>\n

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”Du vet att jag \u00e4lskar dig, men man kan \u00e4lska flera personer samtidigt. Jag vill att du ska tr\u00e4ffa henne, ni p\u00e5minner om varandra. Det betyder mycket f\u00f6r mig, jag \u00e4lskar henne verkligen.”<\/p>\n

Iskall f\u00f6rskr\u00e4ckelse la sig \u00f6ver hj\u00e4rtat. Jag k\u00e4nde inte att jag hade n\u00e5t val, jag ville acceptera det han sa och lita p\u00e5 att hon inte var ett hot mot v\u00e5ran relation s\u00e5 jag gick med p\u00e5 det. ”H\u00e5ll d\u00f6rrarna \u00f6ppna”, t\u00e4nkte jag. ”Ge det en chans.” Jag kunde inte f\u00f6rm\u00e5 mig sj\u00e4lv att ta in vad det var han precis hade sagt till mig.<\/p>\n

Jag ber\u00e4ttade det f\u00f6r mamma, och jag kunde se hur hon bet ihop och envist valde att inte kommentera. Hon iakttog mig som hon alltid g\u00f6r n\u00e4r hon unders\u00f6ker hur jag m\u00e5r utan att fr\u00e5ga.<\/p>\n

Vi tr\u00e4ffades allihop, allts\u00e5 mamma, Simon, jag, Bj\u00f6rn och polskan. Vi pratade inte samma spr\u00e5k, men jag kunde se att hon var m\u00e5n om att jag skulle acceptera henne. Hon tog s\u00e4llan blicken fr\u00e5n mig, och jag visste inte alls hur jag skulle hantera situationen.<\/p>\n

Hon var ung, kanske runt 20. Det m\u00f6rkbruna v\u00e5giga h\u00e5ret var uppklippt i tjock page, luggen l\u00e5g som natthimlen \u00f6ver ett stugtak i pannan. Vackra bruna \u00f6gon under markerade \u00f6gonbryn kastade f\u00f6r\u00e4lskade blickar \u00e5t Bj\u00f6rns h\u00e5ll, och han besvarade dem. Mitt i alltihop s\u00e5 ringde en av Bj\u00f6rns kompisar och genom en avtrubbad dimma h\u00f6rde jag Bj\u00f6rn beskriva l\u00e4get, och till\u00e4gga:<\/p>\n

”Ja jag vet, vi har bara tr\u00e4ffats i en vecka men n\u00e4r man vet s\u00e5 vet man, det vet ju du! Eller hur!”<\/p>\n

Svart sorg slog upp ett h\u00e5l i hj\u00e4rtat, jag tittade p\u00e5 mamma och sa ”det h\u00e4r g\u00e5r inte, det \u00e4r inte ok”. Hon skakade p\u00e5 huvudet, och jag b\u00f6rjade gr\u00e5ta. Hejdl\u00f6st. Jag reste mig och sprang ut, bort, vilse p\u00e5 hotellet. Bj\u00f6rn sprang efter, jag minns inte vad han sa men han f\u00f6rmedlade f\u00f6rvirring, han trodde att det h\u00e4r var ok f\u00f6r mig, han f\u00f6rstod inte.<\/p>\n

D\u00e5 vaknade jag, mest f\u00f6r att Simon f\u00f6rs\u00f6kte skruva loss min ena n\u00e4svinge men kanske var dr\u00f6mmen slut d\u00e4r i alla fall. Situationen var f\u00f6r absurd f\u00f6r att jag inte skulle fatta direkt att det var en dr\u00f6m, men k\u00e4nslan satt kvar. T\u00e4nk om jag skulle f\u00f6rlora honom. T\u00e4nk om han skulle tr\u00e4ffa en s\u00f6t liten polska. S\u00e5 jag v\u00e4ckte honom och ber\u00e4ttade dr\u00f6mmen, och han sa bara ”nej, det kommer aldrig h\u00e4nda”.<\/p>\n

Det kommer aldrig h\u00e4nda.<\/p>\n

Jag tror inte heller att det kommer h\u00e4nda… men det k\u00e4nns \u00e4nd\u00e5 ordl\u00f6st svart n\u00e4r det g\u00f6r det. \u00c4ven om det inte h\u00e4nder i den v\u00e4rlden som jag delar med alla andra.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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