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Du vet n\u00e4r man \u00e4r s\u00e5 d\u00e4r tr\u00f6tt att… eller det kanske du inte vet, alla upplever inte det h\u00e4r. Min far, till exempel, har samma min n\u00e4r jag f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker prata med honom om detta som han har n\u00e4r vi diskuterar f\u00e4rgl\u00e4ra \u2013 allts\u00e5 han ser ut som om jag pratade isl\u00e4ndska med honom. Sen skrattar han retsamt \u00e5t mig, s\u00e4ger n\u00e5t i stil med ”det d\u00e4r problemet har aldrig jag, jag brukar s\u00e4tta mig i s\u00e4ngen, sikta p\u00e5 kudden, somna och hoppas att jag tr\u00e4ffar den”, och ger mig en klapp p\u00e5 axeln. S\u00e5 om du ocks\u00e5\u00a0\u00e4r en av de \u00f6verjordiska m\u00e4nniskor som inte alls vet vad jag menar, var glad f\u00f6r det. Himmelskt glad.<\/p>\n

Du KANSKE vet n\u00e4r man \u00e4r s\u00e5 d\u00e4r tr\u00f6tt att man liksom m\u00e5r lite illa, n\u00e4r man k\u00e4nner anstr\u00e4ngningen av att andas, n\u00e4r man f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker tjuva till sig lite vila \u00f6verallt och hela tiden, n\u00e4r man stirrigt fastnar med blicken n\u00e4stan oavbrutet och har sv\u00e5rt att slita den, n\u00e4r man kanske st\u00e5r ut genom att h\u00e5lla sig ig\u00e5ng non stop, n\u00e4r det \u00e4r uppf\u00f6rsbacke \u00f6verallt och man \u00e4r n\u00e4ra att brista i gr\u00e5t n\u00e4r en of\u00f6rutsedd anstr\u00e4ngning o\u00f6nskat tr\u00e4nger sig in i ens liv och tycks f\u00f6rst\u00f6ra allt \u2013 som typ att bli nerkissad n\u00e4r man byter bl\u00f6ja, eller tappa ut den enda maten man har hemma p\u00e5 golvet.<\/p>\n

Den tr\u00f6ttheten.<\/p>\n

N\u00e4r dagen \u00e4r slut \u2013 f\u00f6r tv\u00e4rtemot vad man tror s\u00e5 tar den slut \u2013 s\u00e5 l\u00e4gger man sig tidigt f\u00f6r att ta igen f\u00f6rlorad s\u00f6mn och bli m\u00e4nniska igen. Det \u00e4r i det \u00f6gonblicket som jag misst\u00e4nker att min kropp fungerar s\u00e4mre \u00e4n genomsnittet. Allts\u00e5, jag har sv\u00e5rt att slappna av, eftersom jag g\u00e5tt och levt p\u00e5 energireserver hela dan och v\u00e4grat slappna av. Det tar tid f\u00f6r mig att somna.<\/p>\n

Ig\u00e5r var en s\u00e5n kv\u00e4ll. Jag l\u00e5g och k\u00e4nde s\u00f6mnen er\u00f6vra en t\u00e5 i taget, och v\u00e4ntade. N\u00e4r det inte var s\u00e5 l\u00e5ngt kvar lyfte Bj\u00f6rn p\u00e5 t\u00e4cket och v\u00e4nde sig och sl\u00e4ppte in kall luft, och jag var pl\u00f6tsligt klarvaken igen. Men det \u00e4r lugnt, s\u00e5 kan det vara, alla m\u00e5ste f\u00e5 existera p\u00e5 lika villkor osv. Samma sak, samma h\u00e4ndelsef\u00f6rlopp, samma kalla luft och samma klarvakenhet en g\u00e5ng till. Yes, fan ocks\u00e5. Det g\u00f6r ingenting. B\u00f6rja\u00a0om.
\nSamma sak en g\u00e5ng till.
\nK\u00e4rnan i mig tappade det fullst\u00e4ndigt men jag tvingade sammanbitet kvar lugnet.
\nSimon tappade nappen, jag hittade den inte s\u00e5 han fick den som l\u00e5g p\u00e5 nattduksbordet. Han\u00a0rullade fram och tillbaka som p\u00e5 ett skepp i storm, s\u00e5 jag h\u00f6ll honom i handen men d\u00e5 tog han nappen och b\u00f6rjade sl\u00e5 den mot spj\u00e4lorna. Jag tappade t\u00e5lamodet.<\/p>\n

Det k\u00e4ndes som att det var sabotage, med flit, och jag var s\u00e5 arg. Jag fattade ju att det inte var s\u00e5 men ilskan brydde sig inte. Jag var f\u00f6r tr\u00f6tt. Jag v\u00e4nde mig mot Bj\u00f6rn:<\/p>\n

”Allts\u00e5 det h\u00e4r g\u00e5r inte. Jag orkar inte. Man kunde ju tro att det var n\u00e5n form av sammansv\u00e4rjning! Nu g\u00e5r jag h\u00e4rifr\u00e5n!”<\/p>\n

Jag tog kudden och flydde f\u00e4ltet, och stackars Bj\u00f6rn fick ta resten av en livlig natt fr\u00e5n min sida av s\u00e4ngen.<\/p>\n

Man skulle kunna tro att jag somnade \u00f6gonblickligen d\u00e5 och sov hela natten, men ICKE. Jag var s\u00e5 uppr\u00f6rd, att det tog s\u00e4kert en timme till att lugna ner sig, alla s\u00f6mnt\u00e5gen gick och nattrafiken \u00e4r glesare. Jag kanske lyckades fram\u00e5t 01.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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